"From a rocking punk princess to a christ inspired falatic
thats me from the knife to the cross
finally realizing what my dream is to be
instead of living for the moment and skipping class
to living for god and kicking satan in the well u no
nothing but smiles on my face
yes finally im not a discrace
i can no longer be called a faker
but instead now called a succeeder
thank you to all the friends that gave me that big push
and to all the people that gave me that one last boost
i promise u i won't let u down
and i promise u one day ill leave this town
leave for bigger and better things
leave this town and in a few years return with a degree
when i get older i want to become a pastor
ya i no its not what u would see in me
but thats just a dream
i hope will come true
so i can get alot closer
and make up for all the years i left u lord
and i no that EVERYTHING is possible in the one the only
JESUS CHRIST our god almighty
amen"

It's people like Jen's story that make me have even more faith <3

It's not a very good pic. but it gives you an idea. I love this kid. He's been there for me in everything. I mean I can't remember a time when he wasn't around. We met in sunday school when we were 3 or 4. We weren't really close but still we were friends. We went to school together from like gr.1 till gr.4 when he left me for traditional school. I remember in gr.4 when he used to read out of the king james version and no one could understand him and then he would cry because he loved to read out of the bible and still does today. Or in like gr.3 when he used to marry Annastasia Unger at the "boy tree" in the back field as we used to call it.

We went to California/Disneyland together like a year ago, man was that ever fun. but i tell ya after like 10 days in a vehicle with someone tha tyou're not used to spending 10 days non-stop with it can get pretty annoying, but still one of teh best memories ever. (We also took a trip to Drum-heller together to see the dinosaurs)

Gabe is the one freind that I have known the longest. We bicker allllll the time. Who cleans this, who does that, who spends too much time in the bathroom/on the phone, who is more annoying, and whose turn it is on msn. We bicker about everything, but whenever we get together it's always soo much fun.

Nothing like good ol' nachoes with hot chocolate and a little bit of Jackie Chan in "tuxedo"

I don't know how many friends that I've introduced that later he's said, "man, she was cute."

I love Gabe like he was my brother/cousin/friend/whatever-else.
There is SO much more. If you ask me about any time in my life, I could bet you that there is a 99% chance that Gabe was there or was around when it happened. He is the best person ever and today, I don't know, something was just like hmm I miss Gabe. I wanna laugh and forget everything that's going on.

So gabe, Love yah buddy, and Miss you lots. Please come visiti instead of boring ol' Whistler:P

** Wait, I forgot something....he's the FUNNIEST PERSON ALIVE!!! anytime you are sad or whateve,r he'll make you more sad because your belly starts to hurt from laughing so hard.**

Wow! Today was totally interesting...I never knew bomb threats actually happened to schools. The fire alarm went off at like 8:25 this morning and I was pretty happy because that meant a litle shorter P.E. But it turned out to not be a fire drill, but a bomb threat. We stood outside for an hour and a half! I was wearing shorts and this T-shirt...man I was cold. It was pretty fun though...we just kinda all hung out for a while.
After about an hour we started to get really cold though and then we all decided to go to the church and warm up with some tea. It turned out to be nothing and just some stupid kid pulling a prank bu it was on the radio with police and news reporters and everything. The school was re-opened but no one went back because who would want to go to school if we didn't have to. A weird way to get out of school, but still a day off school woohoo!!

my new mysapce--

www.myspace.com/lolen1 (thanks kimbo for the url lol)

Last night was THE FIRST CORE YOUTH! I have waited for this youth to start basicly since I moved here. So last night was the night. I was so excited I coudln't even sleep the night before. Just before the worship practice for the night, I got really sick but i trucked through it and sucked it up. I hate it when that happens. 4 of my friends came out to see it and all 4 of them lvoed it. We made a pack to all invite 2 people this week which will be awesome if they come. We had 21 people sign in last night. I was so excited. I can't wait to see what God is going to do with it. It's going to be amazing. But i'm so glad that it's started now.
If anyone would like to come it's at 7pm on Wednesday nights at Gateway City Church in Kamloops :) See you there!

Today is the day where I finally find out what is wrong. I have always had stomach aches. Stomach aches for not eating, stomach aches for eating, stomach aches for eating meat, stomach aches for drinking to much sugar, I mean come on.Everything has to do with my stupid stomach. But in the last 2 weeks, it's gotten really bad. I have been trying to eat better to see if it would help, but it just hasn't. When I got home from holidays it's like my insides just decided to mutilate on me. My stomach is upset almost every second of the day, my heart is beating weird which makes me scared, I get random dis-colored spots on my legs, my back where my kidneys are hurt like mad. I feel like i'm about 100! So, finally today it's time to meet my new doctor. I am kinda scared because I know how I feel right now is not normal. I would like my long lasting stomach ache that has lasted all of 13 years (that is 4745ish days of stomach aches) to be gone, or at least to find out what it is. Maybe I just have a super weird stomach, I'm not really sure, but I am very scared. Hopefully it'll be ok though. Wow, what a venting kind of post, but oh well I thought I would share with everyone my stomach problems.